Nota de vida

自省　但不過度貶低自己

自信　但不自我膨漲

有時候缺點換個角度看也是優點

覺察是改變的第一步 

考試紀實

今天早上六點多鬧鐘還沒響就醒了，趕緊梳洗之後，坐在桌前一邊啃昨天晚上在火車站買的麵包，一邊看昨天晚上看了一整晚都讀不太下去的小行星原文，還好經過一晚的睡眠，精神終於比較能夠集中！

抵達考場時間還算早，進場時只有三個人，似乎同間考場內還有不同考試的考生。雖然這次已抱著必死的決心，但考試中間還是因為遇到不會的題目，有點緊張，尤其這次JJ只有4天的份量，考試並沒遇到太多狗。雖然考前已在筆記本上寫了斗大的Pace提醒自己，但Verbal還是做得跟龜速一樣，最後5題只剩不到2分鐘，只好抱著可能得再考一次的心情，快速瀏覽後通通猜C，按下結束鈕直接赴死。好在雖然Quant的部分我還是很可恥的只拿了48，但整體分數已經達到可以接受的成績啦！

感謝CD，在這特別能感受到祖國的溫暖
感謝ptt，每次看到有人一起努力就覺得格外溫馨
感謝筠欣，總是無條件提供我寄宿家庭
感謝ㄟ吐，打通我考試的任督二脈
感謝爸媽，永遠是子女的最佳後盾
感謝弟弟，老是當我的數學救火隊
感謝所有的朋友一路上為我加油
最後一定要感謝老天爺　幫助我能夠順利脫離苦海

最後還是要很老套的說　革命尚未成功，同志仍須努力！！
繼續前進吧！

夢的暗示

今天早上做了個夢，夢中我牽著妹妹在爬一個見不到終點的天橋，橋的一端直達雲霄。天橋的路徑百轉千迴，高度是低頭往下看會嚇到腿軟的高。夢裡我告訴妹妹不要往下看，因為往下看只會讓你嚇到不敢前進；也不要想路還有多遠，因為你終將筋疲力盡。我們只需要看眼前的一個階梯，前進一步算一步，慢慢的我們就會爬到終點。

Que sera sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.


Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.


When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.


Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.


Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.


Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
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Que sera sera 在西文代表順其自然的意思
既然都到了這步田地，就只能盡力，然後剩下的交給老天爺決定吧！

Thank you-Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life 


*Samples from the track were featured in the song "Stan" by Eminem.